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Card #c421IR // #c421Synthesis

**WHAT HAPPENED:** "How I reached my bed I have no notion... I (who never forget anything, who, if I may for once confess the truth, though I seem to boast, do not truly understand what others mean when they say forget, for it seems to me that all experience becomes a part of my being) only slept and was carried there." **WHAT I THINK HAPPENED:** He got drunk and blacked out. **WHAT'S WEIRD:** He asserts perfect memory inside a sentence confessing a gap in it. Both claims can't be true, and he notices neither.

— In our words · Source: The Book of the New Sun (Gene Wolfe)

[Use when]

Use when someone's boast and their admission arrive in the same breath.

[Why it matters]

This is the whole game in one paragraph — the contradiction isn't hidden, it's decorated. Once you see him do it here, you'll catch him doing it everywhere.

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